Jellybean_Emily, on Apr 18 2009, 10:17 PM, said:
Dreams are part of us at any age, if someone believed something with their heart and soul and fought for that belief, even without success they would still be making a difference...
I am reminded of Prospero's comment in The Tempest: 'We are such stuff as dreams are made of, and our little life ends with a sleep'. But his comment was one of despair, surely - that all we have is dreams...
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People have come from nothing, to something, and why shouldn't that be me?
Absolutely, and I am sure you will make something wonderful of your life. But there is a big difference between you achieving something for yourself, and you changing history.
When I was younger, I used to go as a tent officer on a children's Christian camp every summer; I suppose I wanted to 'make a difference'. Every year, as the camp ended and those children returned to their (often very difficult) backgrounds, I was painfully aware that the permanent changes had been accomplished by them upon me, and not the other way around.
It's like a ouija board; if you talk to people who have done one, they all declare of a certainty that they did not try to make the glass move anywhere. The effect of a number of people all moving the glass was that no one person could control where that glass went - when they were all moving it together it 'had a mind of its own'. History is the same, I reckon - we are all trying to move it in a certain direction, but it has a 'mind of its own'. Thus, as far as individuals affecting history is concerned, an individual only APPEARS to affect History - they just happen to be pushing the right buttons in the right direction at the right time. The glass IS moving in the direction they are pushing, but they are not moving it - it is the general trend of society that it should so move.
For me, this explains prominence. A Hitler, a Margaret Thatcher, only comes to power because they mirror a desire in society; for a time they 'lead' that movement - but then society takes a different direction and they are destroyed.
The only way to avoid ending a political career in failure, it strikes me, is resignation or assassiation!
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i hold my hopes high and one day hope that i can change something for the better, that i can change the course of history, and even if i don't manage that then i can at least say i tried
Of course, that doesn't absolve people like you or me trying our very best to change society for the better - if there are enough of us then the glass WILL move.
However, I have to say in a sad kind of way that I do not believe that an individual can make the glass move against the general trend. (I wonder if someone like Stalin disproves me?)
History has mind of its own, and we are the driven, not the drivers.
Or perhaps I am just a tired old man, full of disillusion!
Oh, and btw:
Delirious: History Maker